I’m so sick of people asking me why I don’t want to move further away after school. I’ve moved so many times now, had to change school way to often, had to find new friends every couple years, had to adjust to a new environment all the time, had to face so many problems that come along with moving away over and over again. For me it became the easiest thing to start over new, because I simply got used to it. However sticking to something seems impossible to me. All I want for my future is to finally find my place in this huge world! I want to stick to something and to get through it! I want to face new problems that come along with staying at one place for a long time! I want to hold on to something for once! 

1. losing someone

2. missing someone

3. loving someone

4. hearing people fight

5. seeing people cry

6. perfect days

7. worst days

8. sad movies

9. sad books

10. romantic shit

…

in a nutshell… i cry all the time.

And once again the whole world can kiss my ass! Once again I seem to be not quite good enough and not quite fun enough. Apparently it even goes to the point that i bore certain people. I didn’t know that it was my job to entertain you all! WTF???